LOVE LETTER LADAKH

Ladakh, India
August - September 2025










have you ever been in between these wide valleys
of cold deserts shiny rocks sand dunes and blessings
in this dear pure land of high peaks and passes ladakh
have you ever been welcomed with such wide arms
by these most kind people who smile julley
to everyone from all sides under majestic glaciers
and offer masala chai and khambir in homestays
salty butter tibetan tea tsampa and dry yak cheese
in remote monasteries high up on the mountains
here where the highest peaks are pink at sunrise
and often simply dissapear underneath the clouds
here where you can walk right below the sky
and play in the shadows of all puffy clouds
here where the ladakhi’s wool majestic dresses
carry centuries of history inside their huge pockets
and monks and nuns wear orange pointy hats like flowers

have you ever walked around the stupas
in this massive feast of lands of stupas
made of clay and filled with wishes
for complete world peace and harmony
stupas that symbolize enlightened minds
minds that all of us can develop at the highest peak 

here where you can retreat up in the hills
and think that your eyes belong to everyone
so you see and enjoy for everyone
all these wide fresh sublime spaces
and let them pervade you on the inside
here where mountains of rocks shine in the sun
and you find your childhood dream rocks
here in the land of rock carving statues
moonlands and snow leopard territories
here where yaks with long fur coats eat grass
and himalayan marmots play in the valleys
here in this land of dry air and so little oxygen
where the nose becomes ladakh nose
and the lungs don’t know what to do
in this land of breathlessness

here you have so much space
to think about what really matters
and how to take care of your mind and heart
to not let them become weak and tight
but spacious wise and bright
here you can find your favourite stupa
and wish to hang tibetan flags everywhere
to inspire everyone to grow warm hearts
here you make hearts with your body
and from here send love to everyone 
here in this land of high scary steep roads you can stay present
and you can dettach a little bit from what keeps you unhappy
from the restlessness distress that lies in the background
here you can relax into who you really are
and your armpits can smell like saffron icecream
here you can become open simple and sincere
and wake up in the middle of the night to take the moths out
and develop compassion for them and wish them
to not hit the walls again and never ever suffer again

here you can think of change impermanence and death
when you see the valleys that seem to stay still forever
but drills and dynamite blast rocks to make new roads
to slowly unremote the most remote places
and where the street signs warn you of stone shootings
and where massive rocks block the roads
and you find ibex and yak horns on hikes
animals teeth broken skulls and others bones
and once in a while can smell the smell of rotten flesh
but you can use them all as tools in your mind 
so you stay present alive 

here you can also think deeply about your friends
who wish to be poets
but cannot see that they are already poets
speaking love poems in perfect verses 
and who swim in unknown and anxiety
but have infinite skills and vast possibilities in front of them
and who want to love and be loved
but cannot see that they have such huge hearts
and are love loved and loving in human form 

here you can constantly abide in the best wish ever
which is to not bring any more conflicts to this world
and instead to only contribute to the world peace 
and grow this wish huge in all directions for everyone 

here you can start to be open to many views
and turn your mind around and transform it
so it becomes so wide so it can contain many
many worldviews and be free of tighly holding on
on fixed idea or on anything

here you can see your mind much clearly
and develop the wish to grow it wide and far
to encompass the entire existence
and hold it dear at all times

o you most dear ladakh
you are such a vast shiny jewel 
























THIRTY TWO - SUNRAYS PIERCE THE CURTAINS

Dharamsala, India
3 August 2025

poetry
mobile shots
screenshots
& links to songs


thirty two times around the sun this life
under the monsoon and moonlight
the other day on thirty first late at night
so many times going around and around
inside my mind about what’s this life
how do i go around the sun and why
what do i carry underneath the sky

thirty two years in a flash of perception
a constant love for light and poetry
and a wish where the sunrays pierce the curtains
and cut wars dispel all conflicts everywhere
feed the hungry and demolish greed
and then bliss pours down on all things everywhere
and everyone and everything occur in verses
and the humankind is magnificently kind and loving
people open hearts and let me in to lay down there
no one minds if we didn’t talk or see in years
everyone knows that friendships live inside the hearts
so that’s where we all lay down in loving silence
it’s where we all dwell in peace and harmony
and we’re naked of concepts characters biases
and we always keep hope and joy inside of us
and are not afraid to pour them out around
and we lean our heads on each other gently
we breathe and listen to the song of our heartbeats
and we look long time at each other with full honesty
and are unafraid to love and let go and morph
and we are just there for each other
in a completely new way for all of us
inside all kinds of hearts and broken hearts
underneath the sky which should be blue for all of us
and we’re free to write and play songs in this way 
and make spontaneous poems out of every day 
so our thoughts become more elegant aligned
and if we are lucky sometimes in rhymes
all in an instant 

thirty two rounds of whirling with life
only wishing to love like rumi loves
and become chogyam’s perfect love poem
and carry only the sound of freedom
and one day speak in flowers not words
in all my walks around the sun
holding hands with all my friends

















FREEDOM

India
16 May 2025

thoughts and wishes
 for my dear Romania


my dear friends from back home, from dulce românie,
please all vote on sunday and please do wholeheartedly,
try to keep your minds vast to encompass views
of all of us romanians spread around everywhere and
a n d of the rest of humans sharing this planet with us as well,
so we can all still have some hope,
please think big, take some distance
and look at the whole map of entanglements,
all this interconnectedness between all of us,
outside media and bubbles we’re stuck in,
think of children, grandchildren and many future generations,
where will they live, in what kind of world we’re making for them,
think of freedom, peace, wellbeing of all friends and neighbours,
think of our planet and the dangers of the hottest days on earth,
please please vote in such way that your vote
will contribute to world peace, not war,
a world where everyone feels safe to be who they are
everyone of all genders all g e n d e r s, all ages all a g e s,
all colors all c o l o r s, all tastes and dispositions,
vote in such way that no one will be afraid to walk any streets
anywhere a n y w h e r e anymore
vote for proper education and healthcare for
everyone e v e r y o n e with no exceptions,
vote for rights all r i g h t s and real respect
r e s p e c t and care for everyone,
don’t let be space for wars, both inner and outer wars,
don’t let be space for living life in fear and tears,
please vote with a clear, lucid, wise and loving mind
and i hope we meet again one day soon,
in a free and sweet country


THIRTY ONE - FUNNY SAD AND TASTY JUST LIKE LIFE
Dharamsala, India
August 2024


thirty one on thirty first last month
the only time this life to turn 31 on 31
funny sad and tasty just like life
wild apricot kernel crying eyes
tears rolling down on oily face
thirsty i drink and always keep with me
wear as ornaments in drops of dew clouds and feelings
life jumps at me from all bushes in all directions
life this life that desire here desire there
try to go between floating around
balancing on razor’s blades
i think i handle it all but not really or not at all
but i try and keep an open heart with pits of joy
and i am so very grateful for all
friends strangers enemies all mirrors for my mind
for all lovers who know and don’t know that are lovers
who have true love and compassion
and caring minds

thank you for listening to my infinite nonsense blabla
cooking writing letters reading dreams
peeling pistachios loving goats gardening thoughts
living wars and leaving your own wars with all illusions
understanding what’s like to be a human being
touching deeply every aspect of existence  
and are who you are and unafraid
not fearing facing  
willing to expose naked flesh, bone, and marrow
and again have true love and compassion
for me and you in here and there, for this and that
and hold me so so truly gentle like a feather
please continue because it's so helpful
please live many thirty ones long and happy
and stay close to me
forever
all my love
in all directions



ZOOMING IN

India
May 2025


one life long obsession that i have
is this greatly complicated admin collection elaboration
regarding organising items in suitable places:
arranging pictures in folders in cloud and good old hard drives, in projects and series and in sets on website, study notes and various texts in documents, daily thoughts in notes and pages, instructions and life advices in notebooks, true love letters in envelopes,
bookmarks in safari and chrome profiles, quotes and highlights from ebooks, daily death reminders, playlists and many various long lists
this is some sort of collecting and archiving never-ending project which brings me some kind of ease and satisfaction when i am inside of it and sometimes more pain than pleasure when i am out of it
but it’s interesting for me to look at how my thoughts turn up and down and inside out trying to find out the best way to design these places, the routes of all these items, their directions, shapes, containers, goals and meanings
hoping that one day they’ll bring some benefit to someone
one day maybe me or someone else will learn something from them and become wiser and more blissful
maybe someone will get inspired and get an insight into something much greater by simply seeing some of these collections,
finding them and digging inside for whatever reason
looking at a picture or reading a letter and wishing to go deeper inside many layers in this world in their own minds, checking about seeing and being seen, illusion and appearance and what actually is there
and even now
this collection of letters - lines and dots with meaning, talking about this issue of life long collection project
hopefully will help someone zoom in
in their own understandings and collections
like i recently zoom in in all my pictures
of the sun and the moon on all skies in all places
zoom in reality, existence, labels and concepts,
in an attempt to go directly to the most basic and raw file, so i crop and trim to get to the final pixel, try to understand what’s accurate reality, so one day i’ll eventually get rid of all collections, go beyond elaborations